Not a holiday that I enjoy celebrating. Not because I don't love and want to be loved. Mostly because my birthday is a week before and our anniversary is the week after. That's too many gifts to give and/or receive. Not to mention my mom's birthday is a day before mine and our daughter's birthday is two days after. That's a lot of "gifting" going on. So, needless to say, Valentine's Day is just overlooked in our house.
Actually, I enjoy giving so much that it is hard to not give in some way or another. So last night I spent the evening baking chocolate chip cookies for our 9 year old to take to school for his all-boy Valentines Party. Then I baked some cinnamon muffins for my family for breakfast this morning. After they cooled, I placed them neatly on a cute little make-shift 2-tiered platter on the bar and then put a little wooden cutout that I found at
Michaels that says "Love Muffin". I got up this morning and only two muffins were gone. I KNOW it was my husband who ate them both, because I had to keep him out of them last night. I don't think my kids appreciated my "love" gesture. I also made their lunches last night. I neatly used a knife and cut out a heart shape in one of their slices of bread....made their sandwiches and put them neatly in the fridge with their initials on the baggies. Again, I got up this morning with two of the three sandwiches STILL in the fridge. UGH! So much for my efforts that got ignored and shunned. Maybe this is why I don't like Valentines Day. It's just disappointing.
On the flip side, yesterday's sermon was about being thankful. It got me thinking that I have just been pretty grumpy lately. Not necessarily being grumpy to others, just
feeling grumpy and ungrateful. As I sit here alone in my house, the sound of the washing machine in the background, I am overwhelmed with all that I need to be thankful for. SO MUCH! So, for today, here is my top ten:
1. My amazing husband that I have loved since I was 14 years old! He's my best friend, the love of my life, my hero, my supporter, my partner, etc. We will be married 17 years on the 25
th. I love you, Jason
2. My wonderful kids. Even though it's the toughest job I'll ever have and most of the time it's really, really hard, it's all worth it! I love you Cody, Peyton and Sam!
3. Shelter. A beautiful house to live in, with the most important people in my life. It's not just a house, it's become our home!
4. Friends. Wow, what would I do without my friends? I have so many wonderful friends who I can laugh with, cry with, share my feelings with. I love my friends!
5. My mom. She has been there for me in so many ways. To encourage, love and support. She is a strong women whom I wish I could spend more time with and give her the hugs she deserves! I love you, mom! (if it wasn't for her encouraging me, I may not have been married to my hubby today. She's the one that encouraged me to tell him how I felt)
6. My church. I can't even put into words what our church family means to us. Our amazing family of God.
7. Living in Colorado. Ever since I was a really little girl I have wanted to live in Colorado. We would come out to Denver and
Loveland to visit my uncles and family and I always knew I wanted to live in this beautiful state. THANK YOU GOD, for allowing this to happen!
8. For my wonderful craft room that my hubby just helped me redesign and organize. I love crafts.
Scrapbooking, jewelry making, holiday decorations, etc. I love it all. And now I have a little piece of heaven right on the other side of the wall where my hubby and family gather to watch television.
9. For my health. Most of you know that I have recently lost 42 pounds since the end of August. I feel great. I now love to take care of this body that God designed just for me!
10. Last, but most important. I am thankful beyond any comprehension for the relationship I have with my Heavenly Father. October 2005 I gave my life to Christ. My life has new meaning since then. I don't know how people can go through life without Him in their lives. I mean IN their lives. Not just in their minds and saying, "Yeah, I believe in God". I mean really IN every little part of everything they do each and every day, hour and second. He has given me unconditional love (remember what Jesus did for us? Read John 3:16 & 1 John 3:16 Now
THAT'S LOVE), power and strength that only comes from Him, comfort, encouragement, hope, joy, happiness.....I could go on forever. I cannot imagine my life without being able to kneel at His feet daily and just talk to Him. My favorite way to think about praying is thinking about a little kid crawling up on his/her daddy's lap and having an intimate conversation about anything! THAT IS MY GOD! MY HEAVENLY FATHER! AND HE LOVES ME! I can crawl up into His lap at any moment, and He is there to listen, help, encourage, love. How can we not be thankful for that?
Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love.
1 John 4:8
But the greatest of these is love. 1 Corinthians 13:13
~Happy Valentine's Day~